After having a good Thursday, I allowed my Friday and Saturday to be horrible. Christmas cookies, candy, pizza, etc. I am disappointed in myself, but I know what to do. I’m declaring myself back on track.
My current body weight is 365 pounds. I am unhappy about this number, and I’m going to do something about it. I’m heading to the pool this afternoon, and I’m also eating well and drinking lots of water. A lot of my weight (approximately 20 lbs) is fluid retention.
Look at how my appearance has changed due to the increased weight:
Does that expression on my face look familiar? It looks similar to my “before” picture. I feel fat and bloated. It doesn’t feel good at all. I’m not depressed or upset. I’m PISSED! I’m pissed at myself for allowing things to get so far out of control that I gained this much weight. The lowest that I got my weight down to was 312 pounds. So, I’ve put on 53 pounds. I’ve got some work to do. No more sitting around feeling sorry for myself. I’ve got too much work that needs to be done to do that. I’m going to bring my cheery smile back.
I recently ordered some new pants for work (because I blew out 2 pair from my weight gain). I ordered some Dickies size 52 work pants and here’s how they fit:
Yep, they won’t fasten. Not even close.
My goal is to fit into these babies soon. I’m thinking after 2-3 months of good, old fashioned hard work, I’ll be able to wear these pants.
Let’s do this!